Beautiful Fucked Up Life: Archive

Beautiful Fucked Up Life

December 2011

230 posts

callsign89 replied to your post: Skype movie dates are cute. My girlfriend and I do it on YouTube.. We both call out ‘3-2-1 PLAY!’ so that we’re watching it at the same time.. He’s not officially my boyfriend, but he’s someone very special and important to me. (You know who you are.) <3 We had our first Skype movie date earlier. We watched The Thing on Youtube. He went,...

Skype movie dates are cute.

I wish there were more running/sports bras to...

Even the expensive brands (Nike, Adidas, Moving Comfort, Brooks, etc.) don’t have anything that gives me good support. Until then, I guess I have to wear two sports bras. :(

We are the generation that the world has failed.

icsmusing: Not to sound melodramatic or anything but… Read More

Sometimes I think I am too young to feel this old.

icsmusing: And too young to feel this burdened with all this knowledge…

“You are not your bra size, nor are you the width of your waist, nor are you the...”

– Unknown (via homosexualzebra)

Tapatio, you will be mine!!!

Opening up my heart to you and letting you into my...

Sometimes, I want to just forget about you and everything we’ve talked about. It might hurt, but at least it wouldn’t be like getting hurt from a betrayal. But then I think about all the things that could go right, and I just want to keep going.

sic-lorraine92 replied to your post: Had a blast tonight! Congrats on the PR!!!!! Sounds like a great night, bet you were pretty tired after that race though doing all that stuff:) haha Hey, you’re online. :) Thanks. Oh, and I PR’ed while doing the 10mins run/2mins walk strategy. Isn’t that awesome? Yeah, I’m tired. So hungry from all the gaming we did at the arcade.

“I know we won’t always keep around those we feel we need — some will fade...”

– La Dispute - Why It Scares Me

Had a blast tonight!

6k run PR!!! 40 mins 52 seconds friend’s birthday dinner Japanese salad ribs pork belly fried chicken arcade dance revolution more dance revo more dance revo guitar hero silent hill more silent hill some awesome shooting game who wants to be a millionaire basketball more basketball more basketball air hockey a bunch of children’s games daytona racing game I think...

Anonymous asked: you are loved.

I hope you get sick and tired of your passivity.

Then maybe you’ll find a way to change the things you have control over: your thoughts, your actions, your REactions, and your choices. I know it’s easier said than done, but it can be done. If you make a decision to work on it, you will be able to do it. I know that I am doing it and I will succeed; I will be better. You will get better too. This post goes out to no one in...

callsign89 replied to your post: callsign89 replied to your post: Borrowed a bass… You’re welcome! Don’t be too disheartened if you find some difficult.. Skill improves with practice and time..! Post a little video if you can.. I’d love to watch your skills develop and help you in anyway I can =D You’re the second person who has suggested that I post a video. I’ll think about...

callsign89 replied to your post: Borrowed a bass guitar and an amp from my friend. I recommend some Nirvana.. Fun to play, and easy too! =] Ooooh, nice. Thanks for the suggestion. I’ll try some of the few Nirvana songs I know. Teehee.

Borrowed a bass guitar and an amp from my friend.

Going to start practicing again… starting with Love Song by The Cure. Hell yeah! \m/

He keeps me hopeful.

Me: yep, gotta earn the money. need to save up.

Him: Mhmm. So we can be together

drewseaver replied to your post: 12 Days to My First Marathon go to raceready.com and buy the shorts with pockets for gels. ALSO for gels you should consider using powerbar gels versus gu or hammer. More carbs = more bang for your buck. Yeah, I read about RaceReady shorts but I don’t think they will reach me in time if I order now. As for Powerbar gels, I’ll check if they sell those...

callsign89 replied to your post: I don’t want to die without telling you how much you mean to me. Please don’t die =[ No plans, my dear. I’m sorry if I made you worry. :/

I don't want to die without telling you how much...

runforpeaceofmind replied to your post: 12 Days to My First Marathon If your pants are like tights, you can typically get away with putting them toward the bottom without them falling out. Also, it you have a watch or hair tie on your arm, put them there. Good luck :) Hmmm…. Maybe I’ll secure one on my wrist using a watch and another on the other wrist using a cute wristband or...

12 Days to My First Marathon

I’m trying not to overthink it because I know it will only make me nervous as hell. But ohmigosh. Twelve days, dudes. O_o I’m worried because I’m afraid I didn’t train long enough, hard enough, good enough… But if my friend with no serious training and a 15km as his longest run can do it in 5:30, then hell, so can I! I CAN DO THIS!!! Pre-Marathon To Do List: buy...

So exhausted from yesterday's long run.

But it’s a good kind of exhausted. I haven’t felt this way in a loooong time.

I'm scared that it's all just an ego boost.

I would be so crushed.

I survived yesterday!

Every day may not be good... but there's something...

robalobaloo replied to your post: Sorry for the skin picking spam. It’s much better to be honest, than to lie! This is your blog, no need to apologize! That’s so sweet of you. Thank you.

Sorry for the skin picking spam.

It just feels so good to finally be honest with myself.

2)The dried blood under your nails.

36)Not feeling like a "real" self-harmer, because...

42)You can see how stressed you are based on the...

My scalp, to be more specific.

thoughtsfromachair replied to your photoset: I’m sorry if this makes anyone uncomfortable…. I… i pick at little bumps on my scalp. I dont really know what they are, but if its there I pick at it. I often do get blood, but I never really think much of it. Maybe I should be? I’ve gotten about that much before, especially if its a big one. Hi Josh. I don’t know if you should be thinking...

90)When your nails get to that perfect length.

dermathings: Submitted by: newaesthetes

110)Not having to worry about objects like a...

dermathings: Submitted by Anon

truthbeneathmysmile: I wish that for once in my life, someone would need me as much as I needed them… I also wish for the same thing. </3